First 2 days at Beijing

Today is our 2nd day at Beijing. Not relocating here yet, but it's more of a trip to meet Dear's boss, deciding on Zq's school and our accommodation here.

I bet this is the 1st trip in my life that im not reall enjoying, simply because Zq is not by my side, i miss him so badly... But im glad that i didn't bring him along as it's freezing here with temperature hovering ard -3 to 3 degree celsius...

It have been quite a fruitful trip so far, we visited quite a number of apartments here at Palm Spring International Apartments and Park Avenue and the shortlisted school for Zq. We are very satisfied with the school, with its very spacious and beautiful nursery class, their montessori programmes seems very interesting and focus lots on lifeskill. However Zq has to go thru a body-checkup before enrolment and we shall bring him to one of these checkup when we here at early Feb, to prepare him for his enrolment on early March.

The apartments here are very highclass, just like 5 star hotels settings and finishings, and the amenities are good as well, so most likely we will decide on an apartment before we back to Singapore. We will find time to go to the wholesale centres here, heard items are cheap & good, i must grab some back for Zq!

When we left home for airport yesterday morning, Zq suddenly woke up at 6am and he clinged onto me and didn't wana let go, kept crying while my ma carried him away... i was very very very sad, never so sad before.. I cried all the way from home to airport, and till now i still weep on n off when i think of Zq.. I had packed one of his worn clothing in my luggage coz i wana smell his body smell when i miss him... Im teary now again.. This is the 1st time i leave his side for so long.. I have been with him for almost 24/7 since he was borned, so this parting is so so miserable for me and i never want this to happen again...

When i called back home, mama said he was generally ok, still eat & play well, but occassionally he will walk ard the house and seems like looking for someone.. I cried immediately when i heard this, i very sad and hope Zq not thinking that mummy don't want him already... I really wish i can fly home now and hug him tight...